today...I read a post on my ex's space...
the topic of the post is "Guilty".......
even though we never chat to each other on the MSN...but I do browse his space sometimes...

he is my ex also my first boyfriend...I was young and in an wonderful age-18!
he's older than me 2 yrs and we're study in the same college but in different department...
I've forgot already how we knew each other...since that was my most vivacious and colorful life until now...
too many things happended during my youth days....
anyway, he's smart and good in sports!
I can't withstand smart and sporty guys always@@
the most important thing is...his driving skill is damn good!
since most of my friends think that I am the best frmale driver they've ever meet (in fact, I think so too:P)

(Beside my dad, Sam is the best male driver I've ever know...which is swift but make me feel safe..
some poeple think that we "should be" a cpuple..but..we have a special friendship between us..its impossible to become the "relationship".
we got lots of topic to chat or discuss..we talk about everything..there is no privacy or forbidden in our topic...
the funny thing is that we did seriously discusse about it before! and both of us thought that was crazy if we do really seeing each other)

alrite...lets back to my ex!
since he's smart, sporty and good at driving...so definitely I dated with him (there was no reason to refuse his invitation:P)
after we know each for 2yrs?? (I'm not quite sure about it, anyway..the unit is "yr")
I got my first boyfriend...I was so excited and told my family and also all of my friends that I got a "boyfriend".
we had some wonderful and sweet times...after couple of months...his mom still didnt like and accept me...
and he was preparing for a big exam at that time...so we're forced to face many reality problems...
I thought everything will just be fine and goes smoothly...
however, after I did some efforts and changed nothing...then we had argues and fights more often...
I thought its the time to give up...
the biggest different between the male and female in a relationship is that the female is simply like at the first and then put more and more love with the more days they get together...
but the male alway has strong love at the very beginning and then getting tiresome with the longer day they get together...
we'er in such situation then...
dont wanna mention about the rest of story which was really hurtful and tore me into piece...
I spent a certain time to back my life...

from the "Guilty"...I could see that he has already know what he've done is really influence me a lot...
I never hate him...and I never regret about he and me...
it was complicated feeling when I read his post...but now...I'm glad that he wrote it and let me know...
he and me used to be "us" but not anymore...

no worries, I will be happiness all the time!!!
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